A letter to my canine, Mr. Skai Wantstofly – Dr. Dobias Pure Therapeutic


My expensive canine lovers, I do know that you’re right here since you care about your canine associates and also you need them to reside eternally. On the identical time, everyone knows that sooner or later, we should say goodbye. 

Dropping a canine is like shedding a baby and sharing our experiences, understanding that we aren’t alone, makes the loss just a little simpler to bear. That is why I’ve determined to proceed sharing a letter, I wrote to my beloved Skai, who handed away in Could 2017. 

I wrote it on the best way again from Norway, the place I used to be on enterprise, and I confess, I cried the entire flight again to Vancouver. It was a really troublesome return house, however scripting this letter made it simpler. 


Could 17, 2017….

My candy pal,

In the present day is a really, very huge day. The type of day most canine lovers concern greater than our personal loss of life.

I didn’t get a lot sleep final night time – possibly two hours at greatest. Work took me 9 time zones away from you. I didn’t understand how unhealthy issues had been once I left. Maybe, deep inside I didn’t wish to see what to you was already apparent.

Your harm took quite a bit out of you. You might be sixteen, that’s two instances eight, or 112, in human years. That’s outdated for a big canine such as you. However you probably did so effectively for thus lengthy that I virtually forgot. You didn’t even have a lot grey hair, your coat was shiny and the neurologist who noticed you final week couldn’t consider how good your tooth had been.

Once we went to see your neurologist, Uncle Nick, and he advised us you suffered a critical cervical disc harm, I ought to have clued in, however at that second I used to be not a vet. I used to be one hundred percent your dad and dads don’t wish to see their children leaving, not for varsity, not for journey and particularly not for good. 

When a baggage porter by chance swung a heavy suitcase and hit your head two weeks in the past, first you tried to be courageous, however then I needed to carry you on the flight. The folks of Westjet had been superb. They allow us to fly house after which one in all their staff and a canine lover got here to verify on you after we arrived. However I might see the sparkles in your eyes had light away. We knew, contemplating your age and prognosis, surgical procedure was merely not an choice. I wouldn’t need you to undergo that, my candy pal. You didn’t need to endure, it might be extra for us than for you.

Deep inside, I hoped you’d bounce again such as you all the time have. Courageous, shiny, candy and filled with beans. You have got all the time been caring, so apprehensive about everybody else. All the time prepared to assist, asking: “What do you want? What can I do for you? What else, what else?!” That was you – Mr. Skai Wantstofly, a border collie at coronary heart, extra human than a canine.

Once we met, you had been holding a bone, growling at all of your brothers and sisters, fiercely defending your prized possession. However whenever you noticed me, you dropped your bone, forgot concerning the growling and got here to say hello. That’s how the story started.

Sure, it’s true I used to be advised by your folks that you simply’d be aggressive and I mustn’t select you, however they might not be extra unsuitable. All I wanted to do is to get you two bones and train you, by switching them, that there’ll all the time be sufficient meals for you.

Over time, you was a Zen canine, our pleasure and pleasure, a real greatest pal! As time progressed, you’ve taught me a lot and impressed tons of of hundreds, or probably thousands and thousands of canine lovers to take higher care of their greatest associates. You had been a real canine ambassador and I used to be very blissful to reside in your shadow. You had been the star and I used to be your dad.

After which there have been the ladies. Boy, you really liked ladies! You had it fairly dialed, strolling on the seashore or within the park, laying proper at their toes! Women love boys to be at their toes and also you had been a grasp at that. Your success charge was fairly near 100%.

In truth, you had been the one male I do know who obtained to sleep within the mattress on the primary night time each single time. That may be a talent that many guys would like to possess!

Sure, I do know, the Labs and Golden Retrievers had been generally difficult. They had been just like the Italians. Loud, rowdy and cordial. “Manger, manger!!! Mamma Mia!!!” For you, they had been just a little an excessive amount of.

You had been the grasp of manners and etiquette, in spite of everything, your ancestors had been British. Many individuals advised me you had been the most effective educated and well-behaved canine and I agree. Your manners led you to be my information and protector, my service canine to assist me with my sleepwalking. Sure, I sleepwalk and have since I used to be a baby. Once I was at vet faculty, I walked by a glass door and virtually died. However since I obtained you, you made positive I used to be protected. You had been my guardian, and I used to be yours.

Adventures! Oh boy, you lived for adventures and we had so many! There may be sufficient for an entire ebook. Do you bear in mind after we cashed our air mile factors and flew you to Paris in first-class?  As a service canine, you had been in a position to fly within the cabin and had your individual pillow! And there was a girl having a match as a result of there was a canine within the cabin. If I had an airline, I might fly all canines first-class and put all of the anti-dog folks in cargo!

It was enjoyable to see my loopy goals come true. You ran across the Eiffel Tower, you really liked that. Additionally across the Louvre pyramid. Do you bear in mind how we put you within the lap of a feminine statue within the park and took footage? You had been smiling as in case you understood it was humorous. That image is one in all my favorites.

There was some extent whenever you had been clearly making an attempt to inform me that I used to be burning out at work. It was you who gave me the thought of dwelling a extra balanced life, doing yoga, having fun with nature and spending our winter months in Maui. I cherished doing yoga within the park with you as a result of I might watch you sleeping and chasing bunnies.

The primary time I introduced you over to Hawaii, we flew to the island of Oahu. I took you to the seashore, the water was heat. You taught me that something was doable. You had been seven-years-old then.

If you had been a pet, I virtually thought you didn’t love me since you had been all the time able to go for an journey along with your different human and canine associates. However sooner or later, we went to a lake and everybody tried to coax you within the water, however you wouldn’t go.

Then I jumped in and in a second you had been within the water, making an attempt to ‘rescue’ me. Maybe my swimming fashion made you assume I used to be drowning?

Your sister, Peggy was a really particular pal to you and us too. Do you know, initially, I selected her, however then she began to run away from me. Clearly, she had a plan. She didn’t need me to depart you behind. Have you ever ever thought what would occur if I left you behind? I can’t think about. It was meant to be.

There should not many canines who get the possibility to see their sister or brother each week. I really like spending time with my siblings, so I understood how a lot you really liked being along with her and also you particularly cherished sleepovers.

I might go on and on, writing about our adventures and crying my coronary heart out as a result of as we speak is a fairly powerful day. In truth, I don’t assume I’ve had a more durable day in my life and there have been some powerful ones!

You had been barely strolling once I took you to your favourite park the opposite day and I discovered just a little stuffed doggie leaning towards the submit. I couldn’t consider my eyes as a result of the doggie appeared precisely such as you, brown and white and he even wore glasses. It was you! I took the little stuffed “you” with me to Norway as a result of I missed the true you a lot.

After which there was the cellphone name. You weren’t doing effectively. The decision I used to be essentially the most afraid of. I noticed your eyes and knew you had been asking me to allow you to go. You didn’t eat or stroll for 3 days and also you had been ready for me to return house.

I spent three hours searching for flights to see how I might get to you quicker. Apparently the identical airline that carried us house whenever you had been injured is now carrying me to you.

I’m on the best way and I do know you might be ready. They are saying the most important expression of affection is after we let somebody go regardless of the ache we really feel.

I’m conscious I might go to heroic measures. I do know I might take you thru procedures, however that might imply extra struggling. I’ve had many breakdowns as we speak. Strolling by the airports, not caring if somebody sees me crying. I do know I’m coming house that can assist you and it appears like somebody ripped my coronary heart out.

I so don’t wish to allow you to go, however I do know that the most important expression of my love is to allow you to go.

I’ll cuddle you, I’ll kiss you, I’ll lay down beside you after which I’ll allow you to go as a result of I really like you.

I’m scripting this letter on the airplane to cross the time, ease the ache and be nearer to you. 

You, Mr. Skai Wantstofly, are the large purpose why my life has been so good. You taught me methods to be a greater vet and a healer, you confirmed me methods to be a greater particular person and that the most important function in life is to assist others and spend time with household and associates.

So, once I get to Vancouver we’ll act like huge boys who know that the true you is timeless and limitless and that in our world you’ll by no means depart. I might dangle on for just a little longer as a result of many individuals do. Usually, I’ve seen folks hanging on for too lengthy. I do know you really liked to run and I actually don’t need you to endure, unable to stroll and never consuming. You might be telling me to allow you to go.

You see, I’m terrified proper now, however I do know I must be robust. As a vet, I’ve seen many heartbreaks however I additionally realized that the most important expression of affection is to allow you to go my pal, although it hurts like hell.

Simply dangle on Mr. Skai, I’m coming….


Notice: I arrived in Vancouver at 1 p.m. on Wed. Could 17, 2017. Once I obtained house, Skai was ready on his favourite couch, a pillow beneath his head. (He cherished pillows) We spent a couple of hours collectively. He had his family members by his facet. He handed away at 4:30 p.m. Pacific Time at his house in North Vancouver, Canada.

Our hearts are damaged and it’ll take time to recuperate from shedding him so quick.

My household and I thanks all for all of the messages of assist and encouragement. 

I promise I’ll proceed to be there for you and your canines as quickly as I can.

With love and gratitude,

Dr. D

Peter and Skai

Mr. Skai Wantstofly  2001 – 2017


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